I want Apples!

Apples? 

Yup,they are always my favourite!

Crimson red externally,yet goldenrod yellow inside with sweet and juicy pulp,

so tell me,

who doesn't like apples?

How much does an apple cost normally?

10 for RM15.00,

So,RM1.50 for each?

However,I am going to purchase 3 APPLES which cost me RM10k++ this time.

Craze huh?But I've no choice since they are 

The Special Ones

Cambridge's ''A''pples!!

No doubt,

Gonna grab them from Cambridge and swallow them into my stomach at once

instead of buying Cats,Donkeys or Elephants 

and feed them with my MONEY!

I will broaden my sky with these "A"pples some other day,
Apples,Apples, Apples,MY A.P.P.L.E.S!

Bite~♥

p/s:Cambridge,I'm not greed,I just need 3 apples from u,please.♥

玻璃球の梦

一个零瑕疵，清澈玻璃球般的梦，没有人可以罢免你去拥有它的权利。

但你是否尝试过，当你把这颗无时无刻都在用尽全力坚守的一颗玻璃球，无条件捧交给一个身边重要的人时，对方却无视你的在乎，狠心地把它摔成碎片，任由它随风而去。
笑容，希望，快乐，幸福，坚持与信任就在那么的一瞬间，全部都化为乌有。

然而当你试图再次重捨这堆在他人眼里一文不值的碎片，试图将它们重新拼凑回最原初的模样时，你会发现，以往不轻易从你那美丽眼眸流出的泪水，会因为你成千累万的身心；平日绝口不提让人感到惧怕的绝望，会因为你的固执而无止境地倾泻。最痛的，还是那颗曾付出却得不到应有回报的真心。
虽然你比任何人更清楚明白，不管今后花多少的时间，再怎么努力拼凑，最终，它，还是那一颗有一道道裂痕的玻璃球，而那颗人人梦寐欲求零瑕疵的玻璃球也已经永远地离你而去。
有的时候，相信坚持是对的，然而过度的坚持，就会在你毫无预警之下，慢慢地进化为‘固执’。

在不久前，有位朋友告诉我说：‘人们都不想回首不堪的过去。’
对我而言，一个没有过去，或刻意地选择忘记的人生，是最失败，最可怜的，就像一张空白的纸张一样，没有任何的意义。这样的人生，我，不要。然而,我选择利用自己的双手，一撇一捺地把生活上的点点滴滴，慢慢地将这张空白的纸张给填满。
切记，不管是开心或不开心的回忆，它们的重要性是成正比的。在开心的回忆里，我找到快乐，幸福，关心与知足。在不开心的回忆里，我找到忍耐，领悟与悔改，让自己变得更好，带着没有悔恨的过往，勇敢地在纸张的另一页，掘发新的标题，编写新的故事，这就是‘回忆’的定义所在。
曾经何时，有过这样的一句名言：忘记，是不需要努力的，能努力的就不会是忘记。

他既然可以把你那颗带着对他的存有希望，期待，与信任的玻璃球一而再，再而三的摔碎，任由玻璃球摔在地面那粉碎清晰，响亮的声音徘徊在你的耳边，让你处在一个无地自容，丧失信心的地带，为何还要再一次为了这样的一个他而往回头？
你那一次次的宽恕，是在扩宽他更骄纵的道路，放任他那自私欲望的追求。

不要再被绊脚石绊着你那即将走出美丽未来的双腿，不要再让已被谎言侵蚀的真相蒙蔽你的双眼，不要再让甜言的蜜语塞盖你的耳朵了。现在该做的是仔细聆听正在痛苦呻吟的真心，呼唤正在沉睡的坚强，驱败正在高处欢呼的失望，然后，回到一个人也可以过得很好的自己。
梦碎了，就该醒了。

就算是伤悲，也不该太狼狈。

被蒙蔽的双眼，看不透的真相。

Joanne's random Part 2

First of all,I would like to thank those who gave their support and compliment due to my previous post.I got quite a number of positive feedbacks and agreements for that.Thank you guys,for being supportive.Loveyouguys!♥

Yet,for those who disagree or disbelieve what I've written in my blog,I dont care.But please behave yourself,dont judge me with your suspicious and humiliating me with your brainless phrase-"Copy and paste".If you can ever find the same content in any books or website as what I've written here,then prove it.I will apologise to all of my blog readers and deactivate the blog immediately for sure.However,I am here to tell you thats impossible for it to happen,barely.So,keep your disrespectful behaviour inside,mind your words and back off pls,thank you.

Alright,done with the upset thingy.Now I am here to report some happenings in my recent life.It's gonna be a long post,I wont mind if u click the 'x' at the right upper corner of your computer screen in case boredom comes to u during the halfway of your reading.Juz dont let me know if u're really doing this to me,hah!~Wokie,stop whining and let's get started. =)

The Panic Call
I received a call from somebody else when I was having my chemistry tutorial class few days ago.(Ok,Let's call him 'noob' since he doesnt want me to reveal his identity.lol.)The noob sounded panic and helpless in the call and requested me to get back earlier.He expected me to give him a hand since he knew himself has got into a BIG TROUBLE!Of course I just left college earlier right after the call~
Everything was weird when I reached home.The noob broke the silence with his unusual manner together with some uneasy phrases.
Things were getting stranger when I stepped into my lovely house.Guess what?Omg!The courtyard gate beside my house just fly off!!!The noob crashed his own car towards the gate in his own house!!How ridiculous!I was so shocked and speechless.WuooOww,Big Big Trouble~
Let me show u guys some pictures about the courtyard gate destruction:

The noob's artwork,hah!

The exact carpark(red circle) for the poor saga.

I didnt know y i looked happy,lol

Gate's gone!

After all,the noob has decided to confess about his artwork to my dad before my dad found out since he prefer us to be honest instead of the dishonest ones,and of course we actually knew that we cant cover it anymore,everything was already out of expectation.Being honest was the ONLY choice for us.Suprisingly,my dad did not scold the noob and laughed at him insteadly.Its kinda weird,but i am glad that he solved the problem with his tenderness inside.Daddy,we love you!♥~

Moving Out

Firstly,no one gonna take my babie away from me again!~hah!Well,actually my dad got himself a new car and so,I'm here to announce babie 8838,u're officially 24-hours mine now~

Secondly,I've decided to move out of my lovely house for the next 3 months,gonna fully concentrate on studies and get prepared for my A2 exam.Can you imagine Joanne's going to live a life maid-less-ly,do her own laundry,feed herself with an unskillful cooking skill and lock herself in a room without a computer?!It cant be right?Whatever~I will overcome all of them!Yet I am going to bring along my babie as well!Bus riding?Nooooo Wayyyyyyy~The previous 3 years of bus riding was totally a nightmare for me!I will never dream of such nightmare again!!Never!

*Hope everything goes smooth and get myself an affordable price of rent room asap.

Random's randomness

1.I've got several weird calls lately.Soundless ones,questioning ones,and some missed calls.Ohmygod,seriously this is driving me insane!Stalkers,please,dont play this kind of childish games especially during 3am in the morning!I hardly fall asleep and your purposeless calls woke me again while I nearly got into my dreamland.And I dont friend with cowards,so please sound yourself !

2.Lazo diamond promotion.Heee~I saw a diamond ring few days ago.The diamond ring just straightly caught my attention among all of them.Outstanding,delicate,simple,yet special.Ok!totally my style~haha!I am going to get it,I swear!

3.Wisdom tooth extraction.Well well well~The growth of wisdom teeth in my mouth suffers me,causes inflammation to occur and squeezes the front teeth of mine to be crooked.=( I've decided to extract maybe one or two of them,gonna bear the pain!~

Alright,I am done reporting!~Have a good night world =)

p/s:Fancy King's polo bun and Gilly Cafe's peach tea so muchieee!♥

角色扮演

他的谎言，侵蚀了她的包容。

他的贪婪，羞辱了她的付出。

他的虚伪，吞噬了她的真诚。

他的无知，取换了她的绝望。

一段恋情里能容纳的角色并不多，就两个。

当然首要的条件是彼此相爱与互相珍惜，肩并肩一起畅谈与分享即将有彼此存在的未来。

然而最近环绕在自己身边的故事中，都多出了一个角色，它的称号为‘第三者’。

一，‘第三者’

今天你身边的那个他可以为了你的美丽，无视她的付出，舍弃她的真心，明天，他也可以展开那还有你余温的怀抱，奔向另外一个她，然后把你抛于脑后。请记住，你或许只不过是他世界里的十分之一，百分之一，千分之一或对他而言，你，甚至是一文不值。理智的想一想，要是真的在乎你，他是绝对不会让你背着‘第三者’这个丑陋的称号，让你带着羞耻心，独自一个人面对他人用异样的眼光，鄙视的眼神，注视着你。请问，这样的你，觉得光荣吗？

二，负心人

这个花花世界太漂亮了，推开门，外边就是无数的诱惑。抵档不了诱惑，当个花花公子也没什么不好，这样才衬托得起这个花花世界，这样才能满足你那不成熟的心智，这样你那浑身的花色，才显得出那出众白玫瑰的高尚与纯洁。然而还未升华为花花公子的当前，麻烦请把‘处理方式’拿捏好，而不是在准备说分手时，选择逃避。因为你的好玩与不负责任的无知，从此让玫瑰不再信任，然而带着顽固的刺，刺伤每个试图真心对待‘它’的人。

不知你曾是否发觉，每当冲洗一支沾上了不同颜料的水彩笔时，无论是多么漂亮的颜料浑了色，最终还是会演变成黑的。花花公子们，相信‘黑’，也即将会是你们那所谓精彩花花世界的最终结局，保重。

三，受伤的人

跌得浑身是伤，留下无数的疤痕，没关系，付出和收获不一定成正比，至少曾经真心地对待过，曾经开心地笑过，拥有属于自己的故事，问心无愧，这样就够了。不值得再为一个挥霍真心与不懂得珍惜的人而感到伤心难过，能摆脱这样的一个人，不是悲哀，而是幸运。得到的教训牢记心里，别再犯同样的错误。总有一天，‘你’，也会得到别人的怜惜，尊重与真诚，再次与另一个唯独对你身上的玫瑰刺不畏惧的他，继续携手完成生命中的里程碑。

千万别受甜言蜜语的诱惑，不然踏的是谎言的无底洞。

淌着血，依然绽放它的美，令人怜惜。

p/s:I was just giving out my opinions,no specification,no offence.=) Alright,off to study,goodnight world!

期待

在不同的地方

有不同的人出现

...也会有不同的人也在等着你...

与其背着笨重的包袱与过去

不如将这些寄身已久在肩膀上的它们给卸下

潇洒的

愉快的

...在一次向快乐的未来迈进...

总有一天

我会彻底地离开现在

在对的时间

遇上对的人

开启幸福的门窗

重新编写

...我下一个，不同的故事...

祈祷，幸福，未来

Return

Over here,
A little rainy and cold among the silent night,

with earphone inserted into both of my ears,

along with the rising of melodies printed in my mind,

perusing the forgotten and previous deep in my heart,

from the start,

to the end,

all over again,

and again...

Nope,

as a sequel pleasantly,

I,got no regrets as I loved,

I,got no hates as I woke,

I,got no caress as I disregarded,

and
I,got no tears as I carry on.

Smile truthfully all the time,
step foward with all of the joy,

lift my head up along with confidence,
and

paint my world with colours once again.
Now,and forever.

Welcome home,Jo. =)

Joanne's random ♥

Part 1

Someone asked me why I never update my blog again right after the birthday party post this morning...?
Now I know that I actually have to update my blog daily,as my friend said a blog is like a diary?Okie,I've to admit that I am bit regret for creating a blog now,as for those who read my previous post,you knew that I've already buried my own diary undergroundly few days ago just to stop writting...But now...erm,I am not going to say anything because this is contradictable~so just let it be,I dont care~Hah!

Alright,let me think about it,hmm...Nothing special today...As usual,woke from sleep,went to college for classes,met my lovelies then bla bla bla~Ohya,something was freaking me outttt!-MRR2!!! It took me an hour plus to college this morning!And i missed a lecture[%&(@$^@#* Dut~]..Guess what,I almost fall asleep when I get stucked in the traffic jam..So i turned the sound volume up to 25,supported upper part of my body with left elbow bent on the seat,sang songs out loudly which broadcasted by hitz fm with my head shaking:"~I'll never be the same~If we ever meet again!!owh~","Hey,Whata you want from me?!x3","~You cant make up your mind x5,pls dont waste my time x5~" etc..I vividly remember I was acting like a pro singer and enjoyed the melody flew in and out of my ears,lol...I wondered what would other drivers think when they see a girl mumble to herself with a shaking head inside the car?!Probably think that I am a little bit too high or craze?lol...Neeway,as long as I feel awake when I drive,I dont really care what they think of me as I dont want to bang on people's car like how I did previously again with an unnecessary reason-Sleepy.It was a truth though,but it sounds like an excuse right?Thats why I did these silly things in order to keep myself to be more conscious or just to prevent accident occurs.
Here comes Joanne's teory:Never repeat the same mistake twice. =3

What else?hmmm~yup,'She'.The one that I've to mention about 'her' no matter what..Since I told her I'll have nothing to write here if I truly update my blog daily...Guess what she told me?''Erm,You can write about how slim is Joanne now?'' or maybe "Joanne needs help for bigger boobs?.",something like that?!! lol...And we did really discuss about the boobs thingy with some of my classmates since they concern about my progression and size so muchiee~Ohmygod!Everything pops out when the topic get started.Papaya milk,pig feets,certain exercises/actions,massage and many many more ways to enlarge a female's breast naturally?Interesting~I've no idea they actually knew alot about these just to get me a 'C'!lol...Anyway,the point is 'she' makes me laugh all the time =) Especially her housemate's story, just non-stop laughing!~Thank my friends ♥
The 'She'-My darling Carmen ♥

Wokie..lastly,I realised there are few words which are genuinely important to solve difficulities in our daily life.
>>['Excuse me','I am sorry' and 'Thank you'.]<<
I actually saw two uncles were arguing irrationally with some rude words out at a night market last friday.I didnt know what was exactly happening,but one of the uncles was so furious and walked away together with his little daughter I guess,and another one was showing his arrogant and proud face with crossed arms in front of his own chest after they argued.I felt so poor for the little girl,she was so scared and innocent.And I wonder why cant they just solve the problem peacefully without scaring a little child?Or maybe a 'sorry' will do.Although an apology might not get a change of forgiveness as a return,but at least it does calm an angry person right?Think I am too busybody~Hah!

Anyway,guys,wish me lucks since I will be having a test tomorrow!...
Time to say goodbye to blogie,facebook and msn!And goodnight humans!~
I'm done~

p/s:Hi,coffeeeeee~ =)

U're my best companion ever.

A Memorable Day with Lovelies ♥

The Memorable Morning ♠
Well,as usual,I was late for class again this morning,around 10 minutes if not mistaken?Class is started when I reached thr..'Sry,Ms.Choong(My chemistry lecturer),I was late againnnnn,hah!'.
Guess she was trying to punish me,for my unpunctual..So I was being called and she required me to prepare few different concentration of mix solutions ''whole-classly'' for the colourimetry experiment.
"OH MY GOD!"-this is the only thing appeared in my mind.Together with my patner,the bad boy Jeremy,lol..Seriously he was just lucky for being chosen!hah~Anyway,I managed to finish it in time though everything was pretty rushed~n thanks for hands,SN10K!
But u know what guys?The whole class got the wrong prediction and readings for the experiment at last,sigh~I hope its neither my nor Jeremy's fault for forgetting to invert the mixed solutions,but still,sorry yea?I should have read the procedure again before we start the experiment,sorry guys >.< I do guilt.

The Memorable Noon ♠
After the class,we decided to go wangsa walk to fill our empty stomachs since we have been starved for the whole morning.In fact,we actually prepared a suprise for HER,Komi~♥
Does she enjoy the small party?I wonder...But you know what,I love her blur face when we sang the birthday song together and Soo walked towards her carefully with a cake on her palms..~(By the way,the cake-its my favourite!Choco-Choco mint!!)Guess I was happier than her when I saw the cake,lol...
[Continue]SUPRISE!!!Komi was totally stunned!What's next?Of course she blew the candle,make some wishes and bla bla bla..
Now,here comes the interesting part,the starter-My dearest Ms.Carmen,she creamed her own finger n applied the cream on the birthday girl's face!!How she dares!!Of course,everyone dots the cake cream on Komi's face after her,lol!The situation was getting crazier and crazier then,some of them even chased after each other around the reataurant,ran here and there~haha~It was insane!They were totally out of control!Especially Carmen,Biyee and Soo!Anyway,as long as we are happy,who cares for the one who sat at the corner of the rastaurant and stared at us with her b*tchy eyes?So my dears,especially Xiao Feng,don't piss and chill yea~
p/s:ONCE AGAIN,HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE YA?MY DEAR KOMI!~♥

Here's some craze pictha to share with u guys:

▲  Ms.Gan ♥

▲ Both of them r adorable,Biyee and Xiao Feng ♥

                   

 

                                                      ▲  Strawberry and Joanne ♥

▲  The Choco Mint Cake!

▲  The Birthday Girl~♥

▲  Can SEE cream dots on their faces?!lol~♥

▲  Model:Biyee Wong

        Such a good poser!~♥

▼

▼

▲ Love the way they fight~♥

        

▲  The hot chicks!lol~♥

Still a few more who joined us actually,Steven,YJ,Fiorie,Vivian,Soo and Aiwei.

p/s:Fiorie Chin,how dare u dot my face with cream?!Better watch out and wait for my revenge! =p

In another way,something bad has happened at the same time...sigh...Vivian has lost her wallet...I felt bad for her...How can they just took her wallet away?!so immoral!!Pissed with these uncivilized people!Anyhow,cheer ya girl?Nothing lasts forever,especially bad things..Lucks will be back again tomorrow =)

The Memorable Evening ♠
After everything,I sent my dears back and I met another of my lovely dear-Jess ♥.It's been awhile for me to meet her since she was having her exam last week.I'm glad to heard that she's happy with her PD trip,and I can see satisfaction on her face~I hope she progresses in ' IT ♥' (you know what i am talking about),lol...Then,we went for SALT~It was a nice movie!Impressive!Uncommonly Angelina Jolie plays the role 'Evelyn Salt',what a perfect match!And I love her blue eyes!!They are so calm and soulful,such a pair of matchless eyes!Afterward,Jess and I wandered in the shopping mall since we had nothing to do..And I've tried out a few outfits,they just suit me well!I'm going to bring them home soon,hehe~As I'm officially a shopaholic now! Who cares?~ =3

Lastly,still the same old thing,I hope I can get back up asap and back to the real me,thats my only wish for now.God,can u hear my worship?

Always remember Joanne,nothing lasts forever,including your sorrow.U deserve a better life,say cheeeeese~ =)

Cheers!~

Mourn for a short period of time, restore your faith, balance and sanity, and move on with a strong heart ♥-From Darling Carmen Tham.

No worries,be happy! =) Smiley~

 

My Dear Diary

To my dear diary,

I am here to apologise,

Apologise to you,my dear diary..

You used to be my best companion and memories,

You used to evoke my sweetest stories in the past,

You used to load my blessed happiness unlimitedly...

And I smiled,because of you,

I loved,because of you.

However,

I cried,because of you,

And I hated,because of you,

You reminded me a ton of despicable lies and uneasy promises,

You woke the sadness deep in my heart,

And you made my tears rolled out of my eyes...

Do you ever know that I've tried so hard to mend my heart every single second?

And your appearance screwed everything,

My effort,

My happiness,

My smile...

You,against my desires...

My dear diary,

I'm sorry,for abandonce,for ignorance..

For my last request,I please you,carry my memories and sorrow together with you undergrounded,I couldnt stand any of them anymore...would you?

Forgive me for leaving you alone with darkness...

Forgive me for wording you with hates of the last page of you...

Forgive me for giving you such a nasty ending...

After all,I will be back to the Joanne who you met before,

the one with no hates,no resentment and no anger.

I'll always miss you...My dear diary...

Goodbye...

p/s:Cheers,for Joanne's brand new life...

First Post:"The Goods and The Bad."

Well,i got my own blog finally!What inspired me to start blogging?I've no idea either..hmm,get bored maybe?And to all of my friends,please stop nagging!~
Wokie,let's get started with the goods and the bad now.

The goods
Family
Today,it's my lovely leo mum's birthday..u know what?I do really LOVE her!!wholeheartedly!
Thanks mum,for bringing me here;
Thanks mum,for breakfast,lunch and dinner;
Thanks mum,for your tolerance though you knew that I deliberately rebelled against you sometimes;
Thanks mum,for your remindings and advices whenever I am lost,
Thanks mum,for EVERYTHING!
Mummy,please always remember that I Love U ♥
May only happiness follows u for the rest of ur life,mummy~

Friends
Seriously,thank u guys,who cared about me when i was depressed,down and even out of confident.
especially Jess and Carmen,both of u r just sweet n I knew that u guys tried so hard to cheer me up when bad things happened...
And now,I'm here to announce,I'M OFFICIALLY FINE!
And here I keep my promise,i will be fine,all the time.

The Bad
The Reason
Hmmm,how am i suppose to start this?
Well,Firstly,I think I've got 'the reason' that u've tried so hard and hide from me after I saw something which is really pissed me alot..U,such a perfect liar..Guess i was being fooled n trusted someone who i shouldnt have to believe...and i am more sure about this now..
What a WIDE WAKE after all !
Neeway,congratz me.I wasnt upset or cry but pissed and full of anger insteadly.
And one more thing.Thanks! I learned,because of you!
So,for my own sake,no more 'why's and I don't need your reason anymore,as I'm done believing in you.

I'm over u.

Disappointment is the only thing that u left me.

Never ever listen to lies and promises again.