新年快乐!

Outings.

Chapter 1

 

Can you feel it?Its Christmas!It would be my favourite festival throughout a year.Step into the shopping mall and you will see all the christmas trees decorated with the beautiful sparkle lights with different color every where and hear the christmas songs even before the month of Christmas comes.How great would it be?!Well,I had several outings with some of my  friends since everything is pretty out there.

Firstly,Mr.Benz.A nice guy who brought me here and there.I had the butter chicken rice again which is really tasty after the first tried at Jln Ipoh,then Pavilion,Uniqlo and lastly Starhill Fisherman's Cove.It was really comfortable,even when we were just plainly walked along the street without saying anything,still you can feel each other.Of course he talked a lot.Anyway,thank you so much for being helpful all the time (you know what I am saying about),so instead of saying yourself that it was a tragedy for me to meet u as my friend,I would say that I'm thankful.Cheers.

Chapter 2

 

Secondly,Chun.Yea,another friend of mine.He seems fine,guess he lives his life good-ly in Penang?Yea,I hope so.Listened to his stories,experiences then we talked about our dreams.I wonder when will us achieve our dreams since they so far away from us?Still the same thing,sometime dreams are just dreams.Anyway,I'll try my best to achieve my goals and Chun,please conquer your world,haha.


Chapter 3

 

Yes,the same day.I was sleepless.Double clicked on my song playlist,signed in to my facebook and msn account,scrolled down throughout the friend list and he was being hunted.Thanks to his randomness,my sleepless night turns into the beautiful one.Drove all the way up to the 'hill' and sat outside Starbucks with a cup of hot hazelnut chocolate and talked about nonsense,mostly,then get back after hours.Still,my night turns beautiful due to the starry night sky.I'm not saying a single one,or few of the stars but it was uncountable!You know what,it's been really really really long time for me view a starry sky.My mind comes clean after all.Thank you so much although you guys wet my jacket and turned my jacket from S to L *lol,still I enjoyed the night though it freezed me a lot.Thankiew.

p/s:I won't step into the public male restroom anymore,never!lol.

Pangkor.

I'm back!Yea exactly,I am back from my trip.Spent my days with my classmates and as you know we've never been together like this before,five persons shared a king size bed at least?That's why I appreciated every moment of it.Suddenly feeling unsatisfied that the trip just scratched down in like this.
Been to Pangkor for 3 days 2 nights.Incredible,memorable,unforgettable and remarkable?!Yea tell you what,it was awesomely fun and I'm here missing it right now.Actually I'm quite lazy in typing,share u guys some pictures kay.

With Miss Aiwei.

A real nice jump!

 

Sexay Carmen!

Dumped her into water.

The dramatic one.


Joanne.

Riders in action.

Everyone got sunburn.

Hamburger or sandwich?lol.

I left my footprints at the coastside!

*More pictures can be seen in my facebook account.

Next,we decided we would spend half a day engaging in some form of adventure since we were interested in devoting an entire day to adventure,and snorkeling would be a really good choice for it.Eventually,we truly set out to sea,was really high and screamed like no one.

And something must be mentioned,the 'Truth Or Dare' section!I vividly remember that I dance like a crazy and my friends told me I did flirt with some of the guys.Let me declare about that,I was a little bit unconcious and drunk,so please forgive me for what I've done to u guys kay,Zhizhong,Vayne and Soo? *lmao.Anyway,it was only a game and I was just trying to make it fun.

Yes,here I'm ending it.Miss you guys already and I wonder when will us meet again?Thank you so much for being part of my life,the concerns and the loves,tears and smiles.My college life would be nothing without you guys,and I'll keep every single days which we've been through for the past one and a half years deep in my mind no matter they are the sweet ones,or the bitter ones.I Heart You Guys ♥.

p/s:Feel so bad for xf  for losing her camera,cheer up yea?loveyoualways.

爱情，你走吧。

Holiday.

Hey,guys!It's been awhile for me to update my blog since I was sitting for exams for the past few weeks ago.Gosh,it was tough!I mean those days,nothing I can say but stress.Can you imagine that only exam appears in your mind everyday when you wake up in the morning?Then all you have to do is spend your whole day time together with books.Seriously I can't stand with this if it takes any longer.And fortunately,I've finally done with my exams yesterday and I'm now officially graduated from Tarc College!Of course I'm jumping for joy apparently!*wink*

Still,when I was on the way to meet my friends yesterday morning,I walked across those places where I've spent for my last one and a half year.Those half-forgotten memories just pop up all of the sudden.They are beautiful.I met people,friends,lecturers and I realised that they actually leave a trace in my memories without myself knowing.Obviously I miss everyone of them.

Firstly,my classmates.I met them since the first day of school.I'm just so thankful to have them in my life although there were some conflicts which freaked me out previously.Luckily that things got better when they come to the last and now we're still all together.Love you guys ♥
Secondly,I met a man,a man who I used to trust,a man who I loved wholeheartedly,a man who has already died undergroundly,a man who I'll never forget for the rest of my life.I'm pretty sure about that.Thank you heart-breaker,for leaving me such a memorable memories no matter they are the sweet one,or the bitter one,they are still part of my life,and I'll take all of them.
Thirdly,lecturers.Well,I miss chemistry practical class among all of the classes.Playing with those apparatus,materials that I've never seen before,breaking those glasses equipments,rushing for time to complete an experiment,ran and there in the laboratory,and lastly used up packs of tissue to clean up everything.It was fun though,gonna miss those days!By the way,I miss her,Ms Junie,our previous Biology lecturer,wonder if she is doing fine out there..

Alright,what's next?Yea,my class trip?!We are going to rock Pangkor!Honestly,I can't wait for the day to come,anticipating!Guys,get prepare and let's have fun there,hooray!

p/s:I will stop here for today,heading to macro polo restaurant for lunch now.See ya guys!

My Immortal.

I'm so tired of being here,

suppressed by all my childish fears,

and if you have to leave,

I wish that you would just leave,

cause your presence still lingers here

and it won't leave me alone.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light,

now, I'm bound by the life you've left behind.

Your face,

it haunts my once pleasant dreams,

and your voice,

it chased away all the sanity in me.

These wounds won't seem to heal,

this pain is just too real,

there's just too much that time cannot erase.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,

but though you're still with me.

I've been alone all along.

I just want to leave,

somewhere else without you.

 Exhaused.

Drowning

Don't pretend you're sorry,
no,you're not,

you know you got the power,
to make me weak inside,
 and you leave me breathless.
But it's okay,cause you are my survival.

Now,hear me say
I can't imagine life without your love,
even forever don't seem like long enough.

Everytime I breathe I take you in,
and my heart beats again,
baby I can't help it,you keep me drowning in your love.
And everytime I try to rise above,
I'm swept away by love.

Maybe I'm a drifter,late at night?
cause I long for the safety of flowing freely in your arms,
and I don't need another lover,it's not for me,
cause only you can save me,can't you see?

Go on and pull me under cover me with dreams,
love me mouth to mouth now,

you know I can't resist it,
cause you're the air that I breathe.

*Drowning,BSB cover.

Shhhhh.

A sudden of heart wrenching,

with an unwise of decision-making.

"Still,I knew I'm doing the right thing."

Desires

I want to watch movies unlimitedly

I want to go shopping with my lovelies

I want to party for the coming Christmas

I want to celebrate New Year with my beloved family

I want to spend my birthday with the love ones

I want to go travel with a big backpack behind

I want to leave my footprints on the coast side

I want to shout out loud to the sea

I want to sleep peacefully under a starry night sky without a nightmare
I want to dance under the rain
I want to sing on the prairies

I want to challenge myself for the interview

I want to fly up high to the sky

I want to keep the places all around the world deep in my mind

I want to live a colourful life without a regretting

And lastly,I want to burn the notes outside my house!

My desires,my dreams.

Whatever it is, A2 comes first before everything.

I'm here fighting for u deadly, my dear future.

p/s:*Thank you darling Carwyn,for the information.♥
      *I'm stress now.People,wish me luck in exams...



Study,to be continued...

Reunion

Happy Mid Autumn Festival
"Zhushen Jiejie is pretty~",I've heard this from my little 5 years old nephew when I met him during the mooncake festival past few days ago.Small kid,doesn't lie right?I hope so,lol.He used to be cool,quiet,anti-social and I hate it especially when he refused my hugs!He don't even look at me everytime when I called his name.Yet,he is still my favourite among all of my nieces and nephews afterall.He is just adorable! I wondered why he never answer me everytime when I tried to get closer.Suprisingly,his mom told me he was actually shy when he sees girls with fair skin particularly with long hair.Kids nowadays differentiate and compare things and people around them.I get impressed and suprised with it since my mum told me I'd never cry even when strangers held me when I was little,that's why my mum never let go of me all the time or else I will be lost in any shopping mall or night market,maybe.Anyway,the point is,kids nowadays are getting more and more mature than what we've expected,they know things.

Back to the topic,I've got a memorable and special mooncake festival celebration for the past few days ago.Firstly,I brought two of my friends home,Feng and Sinli.We played guitar and keyboard,we had pillow talk from 12am to 3am,we shared our stories,we had mooncakes and tea in the courtyard,we lighted and hung the lanterns together,thats what I called 'Friendship', great.Thanks yea girls,for the mooncakes.Secondly,I had my first tried for the handmade jelly,it wasn't hard though.Thirdly,I met my little cute nieces and nephews during the night.They are just cute and lovely!{Still 'he' is the one}and thanks to my cousin, Sebastian.He passed me a pen and asked me to write something on the '孔明灯'.No doubt,I wrote wishesss on it.Its kind of interesting especially when we see the '孔明灯' flies up high to the sky.I vividly remember everyone was screaming and clapping their hands,the lantern brought all of us together.It was an enjoyable night.'Hey,you don't have to study already since your wishes are written on it!They will automatically come true!',my cousin told me.{His words really knocked me down sometimes,lol!!I hope so,but no pain no gain,still have to study.}Anyway,I am glad that I was there with my family and enjoyed the moment when we were all together,glad to have them in my life.♥

My dearest them.

The lantern brought us together.

Joanne.

Lantens.

 

 Handmade Jelly

Relationship

Well,a friend of mine texted me weeks ago,he sounded down and frustrated.So,we met up and had a drink,then we started to talk about his problems.Still,a relationship screws things up.I wondered what is a relationship means to these people,a game?!I can't judge or say anything about it since myself is definitely a failure.Anyhow,please do not start a relationship if you're not taking it seriously,it does hurt.

After some time,I realized that there is only one reason for a person to leave you,he or she doesn't love you anymore.Simple,easy and straight to the point,doesn't it?Reasons other than that are plainly excuses and bullshit.Its better to think in this way eventhough heart will be broken.Still,sometimes a superfluous excuse is much more way better than nothing.Contradictable?Yes,it does.Eventually,promises are made to be broken.

Anyway,I hope he manages to get through this and stay strong all the time no matter what comes to the last.Good luck to you,my dear friend.

p/s:I miss you,i really really do.

*Message to Joanne's blog reader:Most probably I will be stop blogging after this since exam's near,gonna work really hard on it (unless there is something special and worth to be blogged).Thank you guys for being supportive all the time,I'll be back after 2 months.
See you guys.♥

逝

站在悬崖的边缘

微风吹着飘逸的长发

仰望铺满红霞的黄昏

垂视脚下无从进退的步伐

爱已故 情已逝

昔日捧在手心的幸福

乃是梦一场。

有你的路我太幸福，没你的路我不会走。

Stressed?

Hey guys,just a quick update here since its been awhile for me to update my blog.
Nothing much,just...I did nothing recently but sit for exams almost everyday,there is only one word to describe about it,STRESSED!
But have you guys ever notice about something?Try to spell the word "Stressed' the other way round.

 STRESSED  :  DESSERTS



I believe that desserts will come to the last after all.Good luck,to all A-level examination's candidates and all of my friends.

p/s:Mr.Awesome,I know u will see this,thanks yea for teaching!
 

A Nice day

Firstly,I'm here to apologise for those who worried about me for the past few days,especially few of my close friends,sorry.I knew I was frustrated and out of motivation for everything.Guess I was having mood swing.I tried my best to control my emotion but it just knocked me down sometime and I didnt know why?!What's the problem actually?Lady sick?Pms??Whatever!Those negative thoughts just kept popping up in my mind again,thats how I felt.At last,everything ended up with those emo posts in my blog and status in facebook as well.Of course I got a lot of complaints from some of my friends due to my emoness.Stress maybe?Since exam is just around the corner and I am still not well prepared yet.

However,thanks to both of them,Jess and Chun,who cheered me up ♥
Especially Chun,its been awhile for us to meet each other,7 months?Yup,right after my 19th birthday.I'm so glad to see him once again.No doubt,he is still the kind and cheerful's Chun,and his sister Amanda as well,such a friendly girl.

Anyhow,Chun and I went for a movie.'Pirahna' was the one which is being chosen since I wanted to watch it so badly.Ohmygod,it was so scary,and bloody!Disgusting as well..eww..But u can see lot of hot girlssssss with bikinis inside~Sexay ones~!!hah~
After all,we had our lunch at 'The Garden'-SUCH A LOVELY PLACE!Seriously I'm totally in love with it,was thinking I would have to spend a day long with just a cup of coffee there some other day after exams,it was so peaceful.

Show u guys some pictures:

Nice right?

Piano

Cupid?

Chun and Joanne

Mine

Chun

Joanne

Nice right?Highly recomended this place to u guys,especially couples,absolutely a great place for u guys to date!The Curve,The Street,The Garden.

Alright,make it short.Its been a long time for me to hang out like how I did today.

Mr.Engineer Poon,thanks alot yea?I had so much of fun for today.It was an enjoyable outing and I am so thankful for your companion,movie and lunch.Appreciate them sincerely.Still all the best in penang yea?I will see u again during december.Lets have a drink again next time without 'rushing'.=)

"A secret to a good sleep is to know that u have worked hard before u hit the bed."

Goodnight,Chun~

Goodnight,humans~

p/s:Emo's gone!Gonna work hard for exam! EXAM EXAM EXAM!

Insomnia

5.24 am,and I am still up here.

Think about the misses

Mourn for the gone

Chase after the flawless dream

I'm sleepless once again.

面具.秘密

朦胧清寂的夜空
伴着街边昏黄的灯光
高空坠落宛如泪珠般一颗颗的雨珠子

挤满在咖啡厅落地玻璃的窗外

侧坐在宁静的安静角落
伸手碰触着映在玻璃窗里的倒影

斯下她脸上敷贴的虚假面具
虚伪的笑颜
痛彻心肺的难过
始终...挥之不去

随着伤悲伴奏的旋律

柔情地在耳边徘徊
昔日自信的眼神

以往傲慢的气息

如今，多了份悲伤

脸颊上抹不去的泪痕
足下无从进退的步伐
厌倦了不曾歇息的挣扎
痛，这一次该如何将你给放逐？

累。