My Dear Diary

To my dear diary,

I am here to apologise,

Apologise to you,my dear diary..

You used to be my best companion and memories,

You used to evoke my sweetest stories in the past,

You used to load my blessed happiness unlimitedly...

And I smiled,because of you,

I loved,because of you.

However,

I cried,because of you,

And I hated,because of you,

You reminded me a ton of despicable lies and uneasy promises,

You woke the sadness deep in my heart,

And you made my tears rolled out of my eyes...

Do you ever know that I've tried so hard to mend my heart every single second?

And your appearance screwed everything,

My effort,

My happiness,

My smile...

You,against my desires...

My dear diary,

I'm sorry,for abandonce,for ignorance..

For my last request,I please you,carry my memories and sorrow together with you undergrounded,I couldnt stand any of them anymore...would you?

Forgive me for leaving you alone with darkness...

Forgive me for wording you with hates of the last page of you...

Forgive me for giving you such a nasty ending...

After all,I will be back to the Joanne who you met before,

the one with no hates,no resentment and no anger.

I'll always miss you...My dear diary...

Goodbye...

p/s:Cheers,for Joanne's brand new life...