Thursday, November 25, 2010

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Holiday.

Hey,guys!It's been awhile for me to update my blog since I was sitting for exams for the past few weeks ago.Gosh,it was tough!I mean those days,nothing I can say but stress.Can you imagine that only exam appears in your mind everyday when you wake up in the morning?Then all you have to do is spend your whole day time together with books.Seriously I can't stand with this if it takes any longer.And fortunately,I've finally done with my exams yesterday and I'm now officially graduated from Tarc College!Of course I'm jumping for joy apparently!*wink*

Still,when I was on the way to meet my friends yesterday morning,I walked across those places where I've spent for my last one and a half year.Those half-forgotten memories just pop up all of the sudden.They are beautiful.I met people,friends,lecturers and I realised that they actually leave a trace in my memories without myself knowing.Obviously I miss everyone of them.

Firstly,my classmates.I met them since the first day of school.I'm just so thankful to have them in my life although there were some conflicts which freaked me out previously.Luckily that things got better when they come to the last and now we're still all together.Love you guys
Secondly,I met a man,a man who I used to trust,a man who I loved wholeheartedly,a man who has already died undergroundly,a man who I'll never forget for the rest of my life.I'm pretty sure about that.Thank you heart-breaker,for leaving me such a memorable memories no matter they are the sweet one,or the bitter one,they are still part of my life,and I'll take all of them.
Thirdly,lecturers.Well,I miss chemistry practical class among all of the classes.Playing with those apparatus,materials that I've never seen before,breaking those glasses equipments,rushing for time to complete an experiment,ran and there in the laboratory,and lastly used up packs of tissue to clean up everything.It was fun though,gonna miss those days!By the way,I miss her,Ms Junie,our previous Biology lecturer,wonder if she is doing fine out there..

Alright,what's next?Yea,my class trip?!We are going to rock Pangkor!Honestly,I can't wait for the day to come,anticipating!Guys,get prepare and let's have fun there,hooray!

p/s:I will stop here for today,heading to macro polo restaurant for lunch now.See ya guys!

Friday, November 5, 2010

My Immortal.

I'm so tired of being here,
suppressed by all my childish fears,
and if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave,
cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light,
now, I'm bound by the life you've left behind.
Your face,
it haunts my once pleasant dreams,
and your voice,
it chased away all the sanity in me.

These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
but though you're still with me.
I've been alone all along.

I just want to leave,
somewhere else without you.

 Exhaused.